I didn’t get to write this week so I am sharing from my catalogue of old.
Poem Written By Lyssa-Ann Clarke on 23/09/02
I DON’T WANT TO CRY
I don’t want to cry just because I may have my fears
That we may not work out this time around and waste another year.
I don’t want to cry because I feel like spending time with you,
As people who care for each other often do.
I don’t want to cry because deep inside, my heart is tearing out
Because of unexpressed love that’s dying to come out.
I don’t want to cry because you don’t feel the same for me,
That’s why everything else in your life takes priority.
I don’t want to cry because we take our own paths,
And second-guess each other after we have had some laughs.
I don’t want to cry because we often skew the truth and when it comes out then it causes pain because of our misguided youth.
I don’t want to cry, because I am not getting what I need,
And I am thinking about uncontrollable things that may mess up our good deeds.
I don’t want to cry, because my heart won’t move on as its stuck on you, and because you know that ,you will say anything or do.
I don’t want to cry because, I act differently when it comes to you. I am turning inside out and its not working out favourably for me as I am on an emotional roller coaster and it’s like there is nothing I can do; because, I feel like I no longer have control over the things I would not normally do, in similar situations like this where I am accustomed to being in control. Why am I not acting normal, being the person I usually am, the carefree, trusting, loving person many know and love?
I don’t want to cry for reasons that sad.
I want to cry because I have finally found the love I need, and you are truly a blessing
in my life, an inspiration in times of need.
I don’t want to cry.
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